A swinger slut’s diary

Alot of the people who know about my swinging lifestyle often want to know if I get jealous when Joe bangs other chicks and honestly,yes I do…sometimes.I’m always flattered that other women and sometimes men are attracted to my hubby.He is a fine handsome man with a super hot body and magical hands.But sometimes when I watch him banging another person and he’s got that special glowing look in his eyes that I know is usually reserved for me,I get jealous.Very jealous.And its not pretty.I pout.I sulk.I pull away and become distant.Every sentence out of my mouth is so full of sarcasm.And thats what always give me away.It took Joe a while to notice this because each time he’d ask if I were okay,I would put on my super fake-over practiced-over the top smile and calmly reply “yes dear”.Being a guy,he took my word and didn’t probe further until the day we went to a bukkake party.

I’m not a huge fan of bukkakes.I love facials but I’m more of a swallower and I hate wasting cum.I feel bukkakes waste alot of cum but thats a whole different journal entry.Anyway,the “it” girl at this bukkake party happened to be a very beautiful dark-haired girl with perky natural tits–large nipples,firm,perfect.She also had one hell of a hot body,all toned in the right places.There were about 7 men all waiting to unload their jizz all over her and I noticed she was paying particular attention to Joe.He definitely wasn’t the most handsome in the room nor did he have the biggest dick so I couldn’t help but wonder why she was paying my guy extra attention.But I pushed it to the back of my head.About 4 hours into the bukkake party,everyone decided to take a smoke break.I looked around for Joe but I couldn’t find him.I called his cell.No answer.Joe always answers his cell phone.

I figured maybe he was on the other side of the house (it was a huge house) and he’d left his cell phone in the living room so I went searching.I tried the living room,the downstairs dungeon,the first two guest bedrooms…nothing.No Joe.Then I heard a flirty laugh coming from one of the spare rooms and I instantly knew it was Joe and Ms. “it” girl.Only Joe can make a woman giggle the way that woman was giggling.I should know.He’s my husband!Anyway,I go in and there is Joe on his back with this girl on top of him riding his cock.He had his hands on her firm big nippled titties,rubbing them,squeezing them all the while talking dirty to her and she was giggling telling him how much he wanted him.Normally I would want to watch but as I looked at Joe,I noticed “the look” in his eyes.That look he gets when he knows he’s getting really good pussy and he’s just too grateful.That look he normally reserves for me.

My heart broke.Literally.I became weepy.I ran to the car,slammed the door and blasted some hardcore rap music.I just wanted to drown out that giggle and the hurt.I never went back to the party after the break.I stayed in the car and fell asleep.I don’t know exactly how long I was out for.All I remember is Joe gently tapping my shoulder to wake me up.His eyes were full of worry.He asked if I was okay,I lied and said yes.He believed me.He reached over to hug me and I instantly went stiff in his arms.He looked at me with a puzzled look on his face.I just didn’t really want him to touch me.He tried to kiss me but I turned so his kiss landed on my chin.He asked again if everything was okay and I pretended I hadn’t heard the question.He shrugged it off,got in the car and we drove off.

When we got home he turned on some soothing jazz music and started dancing around the house naked.Normally I would join him or at least encourage him and joke about his two left feet.This time I asked him to turn the music off or go to another room and dance there.He was now very confused.I put on my PJs,grabbed a book and jumped into bed with my head phones on.I don’t remember what the book was about because I was just pretending to read it.When Joe finally got into bed,he tried to play wrestle me–which is his preferred way of letting me know he’s horny and wants sex.I gently pushed him away and murmurred “I’m not in the mood tonight Joe”.Thats when he knew something was wrong.I am always in the mood.

He jumped out of bed and goes “okay thats it Chloe,whatever is bothering you,we are going to talk it out right now and figure it out together”.All hell broke loose.I threw a really horrible tantrum.I screamed.I cried.I cursed.I threw a pillow or 2 at Joe.I cried some more.The entire time he didn’t say a word.He just sat there and watched and listened.He didn’t try to stop me.He didn’t get defensive.He listened.

When I got through my little tantrum,he calmly said “the first time I saw you having fun while being fucked by another man,it broke my heart.I thought you were going to leave me for him.You had that look you normally have when we have really good sex and after you came,you had that silly but cute content smile that makes me go crazy each time”.I stared at Joe in disbelief.This was the first time I was hearing this.Heck,I didn’t even know I had a “look” let alone a “smile”.He went on to say “the only thing that kept me from going insane that day was the fact that at the end of the night,you didn’t go home with that guy,you came home with me and even most importantly,you’re still here with me”.

The second those words left Joe’s mouth,I fell instantly in love with him all over again.I curled up next to him and apologised for being such a baby.We cuddled and talked and promised that each time one of us felt jealous we would be open about it and discuss it like grown adults.I looked up at this handsome man whose arms where wrapped protectively around me and said a silent prayer of thanks.So what if he had had a wonderful time time with Ms.”it” girl.So what if he had given her “the look”,at the end of the day,he chose to come home with me.My tits might not be firm with big nipples and my body is not all toned in the right places but I got the man!And best of all,he loves me as much as I love him.

“So,tell me about that special glowing look I get in my eyes everytime I fuck you” whispered Joe as he gently rolled me over and parted my lips with his tongue….

He’s back in town.

Two days ago he called and I just couldn’t resist.I tried to resist,I really did but the thought of his cock ramming into my mouth and his cum shooting deep down my throat had my hormones raging so I jumped into my car and drove almost an hour just to suck his cock.

When I got to his room,he started kissing me and hugging me tightly,slowly caressing me and playing with my tits.

I was seated on the bed,he knelt behind me and started massaging my shoulders,then one arm slid into my blouse and cupped my right tit while the other hand teasingly played with my lips,slowly sliding one finger into my already eager mouth.I reached out and felt his cock.He was hard.No words were needed.I needed to have him in my mouth.I turned around slowly,slid off the bed and onto my knees and he stood right infront of me with his hard erection right in my face.I wrapped my lips around his cock and started feasting!

I slowly guided him back to the bed and had him lay down while I continued to suck him.He reached down to play with my tits but I gently pushed him away,I wanted to enjoy my feast without any interruptions.Seeing him so relaxed and hearing him moaning made me moist.

I felt his legs,thighs and butt clench as he was about to cum and I opened my mouth even wider so he could shoot that load into the back of my mouth.

Like his nice little girl,I swallowed every drop of man juice he shot into my mouth.

Everytime I see a picture or video of Toni Kat Vixen,I get so turned on.Not only does Kat Vixen have ultra sexy,all natural massive 34DDD tits but the girl loves to give head!I love that Kat isn’t your typical internet model..you know size zero with absolutely no curves at all..no way,this babe has curves in all the right places and she’s so comfortable with herself that she literally loves to walk around her house completely naked!Don’t believe me?Check out her live house cam and see her not only when she’s naked but even when she’s getting fucked.Kat Vixen loves having sex which explains why she’s a swinger..I’ve seen her take some huge black cocks in that tight pussy of hers and I’ve also watched her licking pussy juices out of her girlfriends wet pink pussies and all I can say is I wish she would use those tongue skills on me, Kat Vixen is a pro at tongue fucking.You will get off just watching her putting her mouth to work.

This picture of Kat Vixen rubbing her massive 34DDD tits on a shower door while fucking herself with a shower head is my current screensaver…as you can see,Toni Kat Vixen is a redhead from head to toe..oh yeah baby,those curtains match the carpet!Whoever said blondes have more fun had definitely never met the amazing Toni Kat Vixen because Kat proves in more ways than one that redheads definitely have more fun…..

Holy shit.We just got back from a spanking swinger sex party and I just couldn’t wait to blog about it.For starters my ass is still raw from all the spanking but I’m in heaven.Actually I’m seated in my tub as I type this but I’m still so excited and I can’t believe we actually went to a spanking sex party!!

Remember a while back I blogged about the fact that we were spending alot of time on Fling,well it paid off.Joe found this really cool chick who is into all sorts of kinky stuff and after a few email exchanges and phone calls,we decided to get together.Luckily for us,the get together happened the same weekend she was throwing a spanking sex party!!The deal is you hook up with couples who have a spanking fetish and you basically spank each other to orgasm!

Now Joe will tell you,I am such a big coward.I’ve never tried spanking because I always thought it would be way too painful but Joe coaxed me into this -like he does with everything lol,and I figured hey,why not..surely whats the worst that can happen?If I don’t like it,we can always just go back home.Let me say this,if you’ve never tried spanking you seriously need to add it to your sexual routine,it’ll definitely spice things up.Make sure you relax your partner before you engage in it and always have some kind of code in case the person being spanked wants the spanking to stop.

I’ve been MIA but thats because I found a cool new place to hang out at and honestly its been taking up all my spare time!Its called fling and yes its a place where you can meet hot chicks (and dudes) to have sex or flings with.So far we’ve found about 4 chicks we’d like to hook up with for threesomes and one couple looking to trade partners.We’re still getting to know all these people so nothing exciting has happened yet although if anything goes down,you bet I’ll be on here writing about it!

In the meantime,if you would like to meet some of the horniest people on earth,head on over to fling and post your profile.Who knows Joe and I might be contacting you to have a fling with us!!!

After attending a swinger sex toy party,I honestly don’t know if I can ever live without sex toys ever again.I don’t even know why I lived without sex toys for as long as I did but I know since that party,Joe and I have actively incorporated sex toys into our sex life with amazing results.

Like most of the swinger parties we’ve been too,this one started with an email invitation.The party was going to be held in a really,really religious part of the state (because I’m not familiar with that state’s sex laws,I wont mention it by name) and two things stood out in the email.One was the words sex toy were bolded and underlined to emphasize the fact that this was a strictly sex toy party,no “actual” dick penetration and two,although it was a couple swinging event,guys were just there to watch and could only participate if they agreed to have some of the sex toys used on them.I looked at Joe fully expecting him to say “hell no,we’ll pass” but he was more than open to the idea and off we went…

Since each couple had to bring at least one sex toy,we opted for the Rabbit Vibrator.I’m a big,big fan of “the rabbit” because of its clit tickler feature.The minute that tickler touches your clit,it sets off a multitude of shock waves up your spine and before you know it,your toes are curled and your body is just about ready to explode with pleasure.I knew it would be a hit at the party and I was right.

Joe and I got to the party about 30 minutes late and what greeted us was the largest collection of sex toys I ever laid my eyes on and I was relieved to see that no one had brought the rabbit vibrator.Some of the ladies were nude and others were walking around in their undies.I looked at Joe and gave him a sign asking him to choose a girl he wanted to see me with.He opted for a topless brunette who kept brushing up on him each time she walked up to the bar.

I went up to the brunette as she got her third drink and introduced myself.She told me a bit about herself and bodly asked me what I thought about her tits,I loved them.Angel,thats her name,had massive 32DD and she knew they drew attention wherever she went so she was only too happy to keep showing them off.I asked Angel to go upstairs with me and told her my husband would be watching us.She didn’t mention anything about her partner and I didn’t ask.

By the time we got to the top stair,Angel and I were kissing passionately and by the time we entered the room,her thong was off and I was half-naked.Angel pulled out a Love Bump Wand and started running it up and down my body.My face was lost in her titties.She pushed me onto a nearby bed,pulled my panties to the side and rubbed my clit while slowly pushing the Wand into me.It felt good,it felt damn good.She started off slowly and as my pussy got used to the shape of the Wand,she moved faster and faster until I almost tore her hair out of her head in ecstacy.

Then it was my turn.I looked over at Joe and realised his dick was in his hand and he was jerking off to Angel and I.I so longed to have him join the party because his hard dick looked so delicious but hey,rules are rules and since Joe wasn’t willing to have a dildo pushed up his ass,he had no option but to jerk off while Angel and I had all the fun.

I knew Angel would just about die when I used the rabbit on her and boy was I right.Because the rabbit has got multi-speed vibration,I teased her a little bit by setting it to the slowest level possible and running it up and down her pussy without pushing it into her.Now,Angel’s got a very dirty mouth (how very ironic,an angel with a mouth as filthy as a truck driver)and she kept cursing and begging me to shove the rabbit in her.I obliged.She yelled “fuck” and I watched her whole body go stiff.Joe came all over his hand,I smiled.The fun was just starting.

For a full 30 minutes I toyed with Angel’s pussy,delighting in her screams and curses as the pleasure got too much for her.I would increase the speed of vibration and decrease it,increase and decrease and I enjoyed playing with the rotation speed on the rabbit.Angel was going wild so I moved in for the grand finale,I licked the tip of her pussy with my tongue and worked my way down to her clit,just when she thought I was going to lick it,I picked up the rabbit and let it work its magic on her clit.I’ve never seen anyone wriggle as much as Angel did when the rabbit hit her clit.Then without any warning at all,Angel squirted out a load of cum right in my face…. 

If I had to choose one swinger I’d love to fuck,it’d have to be the sensational Indian swinger Anjali.I’ve been a fan of Anjali from the second I laid eyes on her.She came onto the scene not too long ago and has literally exploded all over the place-in a good way ofcourse.A swinger friend introduced me to Anjali’s website.He’d signed up to her site and according to him,Anjali was the best thing to ever happen to the internet so out of curiousity Joe and I joined her site and I have been in lust with Anjali since then.Anjali is an Indian housewife BUT she is not your typical Indian..she doesn’t cover herself up-matter of fact she loves being naked.Anjali is not shy about her sexuality and she talks dirty!Did I mention Anjali is a tiny girl who loves big meaty cocks and she’s not afraid to admit she’s a swinger who will fuck both girls and guys?This is my kind of girl.

Joe and I were recently talking about the swingers we’d love to fuck and the only name I could come up with was Anjali.If you visit Anjali’s website you’ll see why this sensational Indian swinger has literally captured my heart.

I imagine the things I would do with Anjali–for starters,since we’re both crazy about cocks,we’d invite 2 dudes to join us,we’d let them watch us as we fondled each other and licked each other all over.Hey,I’d love to play with those big tits!!Then we’d invite the guys to join in,give them blowjobs and handjobs and drink their precum before letting them enter us.I imagine a scene where one guy has me bent over ripping my ass hole apart with his big cock and Anjali is laying infront of me with her legs wide open while I insert a huge dildo up her tight pussy.Anjali in the meantime would be sucking off the other dude.The scene would end with both Anjali and I getting messy facials all over our faces and bodies.

I’ve played that scene over and over in my head so much I can literally hear Anjali moan with pleasure while I fuck her with a dildo (or would I use a strap-on?I haven’t figured that out yet).This scene reminds me of a swinger party Joe and I went to that was strictly dedicated to sex toys and I’ll be sure to write about that in my next entry….